I can't find a job after like six months, the money I had saved up for college has dwindled to nearly nothing because I have to keep paying for bills and food for my family, my best friends are always too busy to hang out with me (and I always have to call/message them, they never call/message me). My boyfriend has a difficult time expressing any sort of complicated emotion (he still doesn't know if he loves me), and I have no money to do anything. Also I'm incredibly lonely. I feel like such a waste of space. It's like I do everything I do for everyone else and I'm still not even a blip on their radar.